What to do.

I've been planning to have a personal blog for a long time. I don't know what made me hesitate until now, 2011.
I guess I was afraid to write from the depths of my heart and brain (no not really) and that I was afraid that these messages might reach out to no one but myself.
Either how these posts train my English skills, which to be honest might look good but are riddled with grammatical errors.